Verse 1:
If I died tonight, there'd prolly be a funeral/
With flowers, pictures, food and the usual/
A week later, you'll resume to the usual/
I ain't on the news, and I knew, that ain't news to you/
Who is you? What the fuck you smiling for?/
Stay away from mine, I ain't eyeballin yours/
When I needed help the most, where the hell'd you go/
I will not apologize for my selfish tone/
Where you at? All I see in here's walls/
All I hear now is a beat, I don't hear ya'll/
Fuck that, no one else did a thing for me/
All day all I see's what a stranger sees/
Be safe and please stay away from me/
I don't need you, fuck I even made this beat/
My rage begins where your anger peaks/
I don't just dislike you.... I hate you... leave/
Chorus:
I was here, and you were somewhere else/
So I've gone through this life all by myself/
I've been alone in hell, with no one's help/
Just me.... and no one else/
So go fuck yaselves, don't want no one else/
When I get where I'm about to be, go to hell/
I roll solo, I told myself/
It's just me.... and no one else/
Verse 2:
I hate everyone, everything, all the time, everywhere/
They can burn in hell, every one, and I wouldn't care/
I wrote the words to this piece myself/
Be myself, if need be I'll repeat myself/
I repeat... myself, call it pride/
But it's been just me for all my life/
And I remember... when all my friend's were virtual/
Talking mad shit like Nintendo heard you/
Late night, fucking with them Ninja Turtles/
'til my thumbs were sore, and the skin was purple/
Switched to a pencil, now it's a virtue/
Still I feel stuck in this fuckin circle/
If we ever get close, I will just desert you/
That's how bad I want to fucking hurt you/
Wanna trade places? See the life I've lived/
You wouldn't like it bitch, you'd prolly slice ya wrists/
Verse 3:
I almost died, there was blood in my eyes/
But the sound of laughin' was maskin' the cries/
Please tell me another one of your lies/
Act like you was someone who tried/
To keep from goin back to my troublin times/
I'll murder everyone you ever loved in your life/
I'm bitter, I'm twistin in here/
When you bitch in my ear, you can't imagine how little I care/
I'm sick of you, so fuck you and your issues..../
Too, you think I don't fucking know when I'm gettin used?/
I've been used to not gettin what I wanta have/
But I'm fuckin mad at what you've taken and I want it back/
I just wanted a life that's normal and nice/
But the pain just get's worse every night/
There's no fuckin way I'ma let you get away with this/
You made me, and I'ma make the world pay for it/
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Lyrics submitted by Jerrod.