Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
I really don't know what I'm doing here
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight
But just one drink and there are some people to meet you
I think that you'll like them, I have to say, we do tonightI promise in less than an hour, we will honestly go
Now why don't I just get you another
While you just say hello
Yeah, just say hello, just say helloSo I'm clutching it tight
Another glass in my hand
And my mouth and the smiles
Moving up as I stand upToo close and too wide
And the smiles are too bright
And I breathe in too deep
And my head's getting lightBut the air is getting heavier and it's closer
I'm starting to sway
And the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
And won't go awaySo here I go
Here I go againFalling into strangers
And it's only just eleven
I'm staring like a child
Until someone slips me HeavenTake it on my knees
Just like a thousand times before
I get transfixed
That fixedAnd I'm just looking at the floor
Just looking at the floor
Yeah, I look at the floorI'm starting to laugh
Like an animal in pain
I've got blood on my hands
I've got hands in my brainThe first shot of retch
Leaves me gasping for more
I stagger over screaming
On my way to the floorI'm back on my back
With the lights and the lies in my eyes
And the color and the music's too loud
And my head's all the wrong sizeSo here I go
Here I go againYeah, I laugh and I jump
And I sing and I laugh
And I dance and I laugh
And I laugh and I laughBut I can't seem to think
Where this is
Who I am
Why I'm keeping this goingKeep pouring it out
Keep pouring it down
Keeping it going
Keep pouring it downAnd the way the rain comes down hard
That's the way I feel insideI can't take it anymore
This it I've become
This is it like I get
When my life's going numbI just keep moving my mouth
I just keep moving my feet
I say, "I'm loving you to death
Like I'm losing my breath"And all the smiles that I wear
And all the games that I play
And all the drinks that I mix
And I drink 'til I'm sickAnd all the faces I make
And all the shapes that I throw
And all the people I meet
And all the words that I know
Makes me sick to the heart, oh, I feel so tiredAnd the way the rain comes down hard
That's how I feel insideAnd the way the rain comes down hard
That's how I feel inside