Out Of Focus

I knew what I wanted and I was fixed on it

I was sure of it, I could've been wrong

It seems like it's never quite like

I thought it'd be

The reality, am I where I belong?It's not like they saidIt feels like most everything's out of focus in my mind

I'm trying to make some sense out of what I left behind

The difference in who I am and the one want to be

It seemed so much easier when there was something to believeA different perspective now and the world I see

Is in front of me, and everything's wrong

The grass was so much greener when it was next to me

Now it's under me, am I where I belong?