I've never felt so sober
I've never felt the low that I feel tonight
Your words made everything drag on and onI finally found her
And when I did I just couldn't make things right
Is this really happening?
Oh God, I think I just ruined my lifeWhat the fuck am I doing?
I can't tell the difference from wrong and right
I second guess my decisions
'Cause I haven't been this person in my whole lifeI think I need something new here
When I keep longing for what I had
No need for second opinions
I do the best I can to ruin what I have, come onDon't think you've got to go in alone here
I've got nothing left to hide
You're dying, just make up your mindI thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
'Cause we're running out of timeSomething just from the new year
It's a moment that's not as bad
It's what's a part of my vision
The optimistic me, so we can make this last but noYou ruined my favorite records
By singing them then I think of you
That's just hope you remember
All of the guilt inside and I believed in you for onceDon't think you've got to go in alone here
I've got nothing left to hide
You're dying, just make up your mindI thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
'Cause we're running out of timeJust know that it kills me
When I hear anything to do with you
You will see, oh, believe me
I need to be right where you areAnd know that I'm leaving
And you won't hear for a year from now
And this kills me
'Cause now I think that everything's, everything's about youI thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
'Cause we're running out of timeDon't think you've got to go in alone here
I've got nothing left to hide
You're dying, just make up your mind