Overture Or Obituary

I'm facing the light

But fading to black

I'm offering peace

As I'm stabed in the backYet i'm feeling able

My house is made up still

With paper for doorsI've tryed to hate you

But feel regret

I'm most uncertain

I've lost the bet

I'm waiting to watch it

I'm waiting to see

Is this my overture? Or obituary?I'm holding the torch

But melting my fists

I'm first in the line

Yet last on the listYet i'm feeling able

My house is made up still

With paper for doorsI've tryed to hate you

But feel regret

I'm most uncertain

I've lost the bet

I'm waiting to watch it

I'm waiting to see

Is this my overture? Or obituary?Or obituary!I tryed not to choke you (NO!)

But now you're dead (NO!)

I'm most uncertain (NO!)

Should I feel regret? (NO!)I've tryed to hate you

But feel regret

I'm most uncertain

I've lost the bet

I'm waiting to watch it

I'm waiting to see

Is this my overture? Or obituery?I tryed not to choke you!Is this my overture? Or obituery?