I can't handle
All this pain
Only time I feel okay
Is when this shit goes through my veins
Before you take that, think about the consequences
Know you probably don't think it matters
'cause your mom's addicted
Right?
But look how your momma living
(How am I suppose to fix the pain?)
You ain't gotta fix it!
My brother used to pick my clothes out n motivate me
He was my bestfriend
Shit, my only maybe
He used to tell me that no matter what
he had my back
If I needed something he did it for me
and that was that!
He's in prison now, 10 years for molestation!
Of my favorite little cousin
Now that's fucking crazy!
And honestly I wanna hide it
But if this story could save a life
then I'll be grateful!
'Cause I lost somebody I loved
and can't love em no more
I think I cried 3 months straight
Man what was he on?
(I know you problably got over it
and didn't do drugs,
but my situation is different
I'm really fucked up!)
Forget the story my point is, I didn't give up
I no it might sound corny but fix it with love
(But I tried to love everybody
and didnt get none)
So you solution is sticking this shit in your blood?
I got a question, now answer a rhythm
(What's up?)
After you take that, how longer 'til the feeling is done?
(I don't know, like 20 min?)
Right then what? Let's get this over with right now
let me empty this gun
(No please, please no I don't wanna die man)
Shut up
(Please!)
Yeah see, thats what I want
You don't really wanna die, you're just tired of pain
That's one of the little things I've be trying to say
You got a little piece of hope and it's inside you
You just wanna be okay, you've been trying to
I know you to get addicted
quitin can feel impossible
But nothing is impossible!
It ain't time to die for you
I don't want you overdosin
In and out of hospitals
I don't want you dying
you know what it's time to do
Gotta give it up, gotta give it up
Gotta give it up, gotta give it up
I can't handle
All this pain
Only time I feel okay
Is when this shit goes through my veins
I can't Handle!
This in my Brain!
I keep fighting, fighting, fighting
I can beat this shit one day!
I can't Handle!
This in my Brain!
Yeah I know if I keep fighting
I can beat this shit one day
Lyrics Submitted by Tiffany Cremeans