I thought about my life, what I've done this year
Sometimes even too afraid to think of my fears
I thought about that night, it was almost Christmas time
A memory, so young but not so long agoIt seems like life just tries to pass me by
If only I knew what to do right now
Sometimes I seem so eager not to try
I'll just have to wait for Christmas timeI woke up late today, the feeling came and went away
Anxiety that thickens every day
So much wasted time, I've just got to clear my mind
I'll just fall asleep and dream of Christmas timeIt seems like life just tries to pass me by
If only I knew what to do right now
Sometimes I seem so eager not to try
I'll just have to wait for Christmas timeIt seems like life just tries to pass me by
If only I knew what to do right now
And sometimes I seem so eager not to try
I'll just have to wait for Christmas timeWhy can't it be?
Why can't it be like Christmas time?Can't it always be like Christmas time in memory?
I wish I could know what the future holds for me
I think life is like a gift opened everyday
I wish I could know but I don't know