I'm not tellin stories
I'm not spinning webs
I don't want no attention
I'm just not willing to accept
I'm scared of the breeze
Of what it might do
'Cuz every time the air moves
I whip around looking for you
Look what you've done
You've taken my wings
You've taken things that weren't yours
And you still dare to smile at me
Examine your worth
Take it all in
You took a hammer to a temple
That will never be perfect again
I'm not yours to play with
I'm not yours to break
What gives you the right to not listen
The right to just take
Do my words mean nothing
But nails on your face
I've had nightmares of Fridays
Since you darkened my dawn
Now its my turn to speak
You can't silence anymore
Under the covers
Where I used to hide
Nineteen years of protection
Lay waste in just one night
I'm left with the world
Rottin my skin
While you walk around without consequence
To laugh and smile and live
Trigger warning
This guns still recoiling
But you can't put the bullet back
Don't you dare try to tell me that you're sorry
'Cuz I know you're not
Your conscience is clear
You feel none of it
No pain, no chemicals, no terror, no fear
I'm not yours to play with
I'm not yours to break
What gives you the right to not listen
The right to just take
Do my words mean nothing
But nails on your face
I've had nightmares of Fridays
Since you darkened my dawn
Now its my turn to speak
You can't silence anymore
The sun will never cease to rise
i'll face the moon every night
But I will light a flame
The lights of which will burn
Have burned, burned
I'm not yours to play with
I'm not yours to break
What gives you the right to not listen
The right to just take
Do my words mean nothing
But nails on your face
I've had nightmares of Fridays
Since you darkened my dawn
Now its my turn to speak
And you can't silence the voice of the phoenix
Who's risen from pain
You might want to forget
But I'm not going to make it easy to live
With your memories
'Cuz mine are hell and you deserve the same