I still remember her blue eyes and the way her lips fell
And in that moment I knew there'd be no one else
That all changed so fast for me, She went off for school
Now she's a campus queen and I'm a small town fool
I feel like I'm drowning above water with no one to help
Like my dreams were stacked in a glass jar
That fell off the shelf
I keep pouring this poison right into my tired veins
Just hoping that maybe just maybe it'll ease my pain
Then I know that I can't go on living this way
Filling my lungs with smoke and drinkin every day
So I guess I'll work my ass off and surround myself with friends
Hoping I see your face but un..until then
I feel like I'm drowning above water with no one to help
Like my dreams were stacked in a glass jar
That fell off the shelf
I keep pouring this poison right into my tired veins
Just hoping that maybe just maybe it'll ease my pain
It'll ease my pain