Where do I got when I'm left to fit in
Growing up is easy when you live beneath your skin
I try to speak but the words they can't escape my mouthSo I laugh when they laugh and I smile when they smile I've been told
What to feel who to be all the whileDo you see me
And everything I'm supposed to be
Do you feel me
Should I pretend to feel something real
When I just bleed to know I'm alive
Cause I'm going numb on the inside
Its so pretty, so prettyWalked all the way home without making a sound
Watched the smile fall from your face onto the ground
Forever didn't last and it all seems to blendSo I laugh when they laugh and I smile when they smile I've been told
What to feel who to be all the whileDo you see me
And everything I'm supposed to be
Do you feel me
Should I pretend to feel something real
When I just bleed to know I'm alive
Cause I'm going numb on the inside
Its so pretty, so pretty