Where am I today, I wish that I knew
'Cause looking around there's no sign of you
I don't remember one jump or one leap
Just quiet steps away from your leadI'm holding my heart out but clutching it too
Feeling this sort of a love that we once knew
I'm calling this home when it's not even close
Playing the role with nerves left exposedStanding on a darkened stage
Stumbling through the lines
Others have excuses
But I have my reasons whyWe get distracted by the dreams of our own
But nobody's happy while feeling alone
And knowing how hard it hurts when we fall
We lean another ladder against the wrong wallAnd climb high to the highest rung
To shake fists at the sky
While others have excuses
I have my reasons whyWith so much deception
It's hard not to wander away
It's hard not to wander away
It's hard not to wander away