It's no use trying to make sense
It doesn't mater anyway
There's no one worth the pain
No reason left to stayI try to turn it off
Where did the old me go?
How did I get so far away?
I just don't knowEvery act of kindness
Boils down to lust or greed
No one acts from altruism
It all comes down to needThere's a monster inside my heart
He tries to tear my world apart
There's a demon inside my head
Tells me I'd be better off deadI try to turn it off
Get back to positive
Don't want to drag you down
To the street where I liveI try to turn it off
Get back to happy days
Pull this barrel from my mouth
And look for better waysEvery act of kindness
Boils down to lust or greed
No one acts from altruism
It all comes down to needThere's a monster inside my heart
He tries to tear my world apart
There's a demon inside my head
Tells me I'd be better off deadEverything you never tried
Every time you might have lied
Every flaw you tried to hide
Every drop you ever criedEvery time you've been denied
Every tear that ever dried
Everything builds up inside
In waves of regret miles wide