I haven't been myself these days
Trying to see through a deep blue haze
Wondering if my life will ever be the same
Even though the giving in is easier than startin' over again
Don't expect to hear me call your name
I shout at the walls, hold my breath till I fall
But it won't get the better of me
I'll live with the pain until all that remains
Is the memory that you used to be
Goin' nowhere fast
Put my foot on the gas
Howlin' at the moon
But I won't come running on back to you
I bet you think I'm drinking too much
Spend every moment longing for your touch
That I'm in little bitty pieces on the floor
Well, I've made up mind this'll be the last time
And you held me to my word
The night you walked our future out that door
I shout at the walls, hold my breath till I fall
But it won't get the better of me
I'll live with the pain until all that remains
Is the memory that you used to be
Goin' nowhere fast
Put my foot on the gas
Howlin' at the moon
But I won't come running on back to you
Don't ask me where we went wrong
You were weak, baby
Now I must be strong, yeah
I shout at the walls, hold my breath till I fall
But it won't get the better of me
I'll live with the pain until all that remains
Is the memory where you used to be
I won't back down
When you come back around
No matter what you do
But I won't come running on back to you
No, it won't get the better of me
I'll live with the pain until all that remains
Is the memory where you used to be
Goin' nowhere fast
With my foot on the gas
Howlin' at the moon
But I won't come running on back to you