Shame

I only see myself reflected in your eyes

so all that I believe I am essentially are lies

and everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was

died with your belief in me so who the hell am I?

I'm wandering 'round confused wondering why i try

the more that you deny my pain the more it intensifies...

I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you...

if you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to

I stare into this mirror so tired of this life

if only you would speak to me or cared if i'm alive

once i swore i would die for you but i never meant like this

I don't know if I'm real without you what is left of me without you?

I don't know what's real without you

HOW CAN I EXIST WITHOUT YOU?