Aye I battle this depression so I hate myself throughout the day
I can’t apologize because I can’t think of the words to say
I often ask myself if I should quit this and just fade away
They say that life’s a game I want to find another game to play
I’m swimmin’ in these women, I’m addicted to this search for love
I give em what I’m givin’ but I never seem to give enough
Every day we’re given this prescription we can’t give it up
No matter who I been with I cant never seem to give em trust
WOAH! She’s takin her clothes off, she -
??? ( sniffing that white wipin’ her
nose off ) ???
**Huh**
She knows if I go off imma hit that bit til that b*tch doze off
**Oh**
I treated her bad — She decided to go
I just wish I would have chosen a different road
These songs I feel as they have never been told and my life as I know it has a different flow
My life is so gone, I sleep with my clothes on and a pistol in my hand
As I anticipate my end yuh
My life is so odd, I send prayers up to your God with a pistol in my hand….
Cuz I’m such a broken man, ya know that I’ve been damned!
See every night I go to sleep and demons taunt me,
Drowning in my sorrow, that’s my imperfections haunt me
I’m absent in my mind although I’m here with you in body
I question every day if any1 will ever want me, ROUND..
I’m so afraid to open up crampin’ all up in my guts feel I’ll never be enough… No, No, No…
(Something something fashion) is a must & I’ll admit that shit got tough, I had to make it out tha mud yah, yah, yah, GANG!
My life is so gone, I sleep with my clothes on and a pistol in my hand
As I anticipate my end yuh
My life is so odd, I send prayers up to your God with a pistol in my hand….
Cuz I’m such a broken mannn, ya know that I’ve been damned!
Lyrics Submitted by Cody Morgan