I can't justify
The things that I have done,
And all my past is what
I am running from.
I try to figure out
The reason I am here,
But no, I don't know why
I live my life in fear.
I ignore,
And I avoid my fate,
But how long can I hold on
To all this empty space?
I know what I have to do,
To open my eyes,
A live or die showdown
Between me and this life.
And I don't know if I can accept
What's really just been all my life.
An epic standoff between
What I think is real and all the lies.
I live in denial,
Can't accept my fate,
And I tried everything to
Cope with all this pain!
And in reality,
The only thing I fear,
Is not finding anything
Before I disappear.
Everything is gonna be o.k, (Gotta tell myself)
Just gotta take a day today, (Gotta tell myself)
Everything is gonna be alright, (Gotta tell myself)
I just can't run away, (Gotta tell myself)
Everything that I working to, (Gotta tell myself)
Everything that I am trying to do, (Gotta tell myself)
Has got nothing to do with you,
I'll be o.k.
I'll face every single fear I've ever had,
Today.
And I don't know if I can accept
What's really just been all my life.
An epic standoff between
What I think is real and all the lies.
Nothing to say or do
Is ever gonna make me see,
That stuff ain't up to me, nothing's changing me,
Just let me be.
Everything is gonna be o.k,
Just gotta take a day today,
Everything is gonna be alright,
I just can't run away.
An epic standoff between
What I think is real and all the lies.
Nothing to say or do
Is ever gonna make me see,
That stuff ain't up to me, nothing's changing me,
Just let it be.
Lyrics Submitted by Gary Geoghagan III