Ex, ex ex, ex
I never thought that we would break up for the better
Should've never made the promises to each other
So many things I should've said that you didn't know
Comin' in from a past with a heavy load
But I knew that you were a good man
Gave me love, you were faithful, it showed on my hand
I know the questions in your mind you don't understand
Through the words of this song, I wanna answer them
Honesty, check, conversation, check
A shoulder I can lean on anytime I'm feelin' stressed, check
Good lovin', yes, the perfect soldier, yes
Was about to say 'I do' when I know it wasn't meant, so I
Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out
And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts
Think I found the answer and I know I must confess
I'm still in love with my ex
And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you
And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you
I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next
I'm still in love with my ex
Every moment that I stayed, I dug a deeper hole
I was with you but my heart wouldn't let him go
All my family told me, "Kelly, he's the one for you"
I know your family loved me and I love them too
I'm so sorry for the pain that I put you through
But you shouldn't have to suffer 'cause I'm confused
So much for lookin' forward to future plans
Lost the love of my life and I lost a friend
Good to me, yes, security, yes
You were all the things I wanted, I'm checkin' everythin', check, check
You were comfortin', yes, romantic man, yes
How could I have said 'I do' when I knew it wasn't meant, so I
Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out
Thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts
Think I found the answer and I know I must confess
I'm still in love with my ex
And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you
And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you
I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next
I'm still in love with my ex
Silence, I've gotta own this
I've gotta own this game
I can't believe I'm sayin' this
Sayin' sorry is the hardest part
Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out
And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts
Think I found the answer and I know I must confess
I'm still in love with my ex
And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you
And in my heart, I know that I gotta tell you
I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next
I'm still in love with my ex
Search in my mind tryin' to figure it out
And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts
Think I found the answer and I know I must confess
I'm still in love with my ex
And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you
And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you
I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next
I'm still in love with my ex