See, it's crazy, 'cause people be thinkin that I be changin, but it's really them [that be changin],
(yo) I remember the day, I first signed my record deal with Loud... everything was so good, everyone was so proud
I was so very happy, stood with my baby daddy...
we livin with my granny, but we was all family.
It's like wen the tour began, thats wen the war began...he would be flippin, rippin soon as im walkin in.
And im so sleepy, could barely stay awake, you dont understand, I been in the studio for six weeks straight... till 4 in the mornin tryna finish these songs
n all u wanna talk about is how many times u was callin
n im always lyin...it's never the truth...it never crossed ur mind that i couldve been in the booth??
...Tryna hurry up n get back home to u, tryna get these checks so we could get out the 'jects
I wasnt thinkin bout no niggas, wasnt thinkin bout sex..tryna do this show so i could get this dough.
All i was thinkin was i gott finish Remy on the rocks n im not tryina flop so it gotta be hot...
Everybody on my back sayin hurry up n drop so im askin u, wut im suppose to do?
[CHORUS]Listen y'all, I kno it seem like i be dissin yall,
im jus tryina reach my goals and remain focused but
aint shit changed, naw, im still the same
so wish me well,
sometimes i might scream and yell...
but even people with a fan base have bad days but
aint shit changed, for real, im still the same.
[Yo] You was the only child, until i came
see we was buckwild back in the days...
I was scared to have a boyfriend 'cause u would beat him up,
we'd eat cereal together, watch cartoons wen we got up
so i couldnt believe that u flipped on me right in the streets for a bitch so weak that aint got shit but
a fucked up weave n Im your blood, your little sister, i started to cry... said it must be the liquor,
see i almost died wen u took sides with her then walked off, and just left me there, like i was nobody n u really aint care.
Said u would die for me, how u aint gon ride wit me, how u see me on the block and dont say hi to me??
It's all love now, n its all done now, but u never took the time to apoligize to me...
It may be hard to see, but it bothers me... I know you aint gon let nobody do no harm to me...
But you cant be actin like you fathered me...so im askin u, wut im suppose to do??
[CHORUS]Listen y'all, I kno it seem like i be dissin yall,
im jus tryina reach my goals and remain focused but
aint shit changed, naw, im still the same
so wish me well,
sometimes i might scream and yell...
but even people with a fan base have bad days but
aint shit changed, for real, im still the same.
Mommy... you was the one that named me, but u didnt raise me...
You left me all alone, I had to home my own,
but now im all grown n far away from home
I kno you love me, but u did me wrong...
I guess it was all the drugs that you was on or the beatings u got from my foul step pops...
Remember the time his punk ass had the nerve to raise his hands to me bitch nigga blackin my eye...
I was wishin he would die, now i wish him life.
I kno he seein me blowin, and its killin him slowly, but what kills me is that you watched him hit me,
so im askin you, wut im suppose to do??
[CHORUS]Listen y'all, I kno it seem like i be dissin yall,
im jus tryina reach my goals and remain focused but
aint shit changed, naw, im still the same
so wish me well,
sometimes i might scream and yell...
but even people with a fan base have bad days but
aint shit changed, for real, im still the same.