Today my past has come alive to eat
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet
moving left and right as my legs shake like trees
oh how i curse the heavens for not taking meGoddam! This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (i'm in way too deep)
and every night i erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to mei awake much to my dismay to find that i'm still staring at the same ceiling
i just wish once that i could get this right
and have the angels from the south take me at nightGoddam! This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (i'm in way too deep)
and every night i erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to meall i have is meaningless
and all i found is nothingness
in this self-loathing sickness
(2x)Goddam! This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (I'm in way too deep)
and every night I erase the day with the strongest drinks they'll give to meAnd all I have is meaningless
and all I found is nothingness