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The Diary

’Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin’ these streets for too long now

I've got nothin’ that’s true but this song now

But the further I go I wanna go home

’Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin’ these streets for too long now

I've got nothin’ that’s true but this song now

But the further I go I wanna go home

I fuckin' swear that I care but it’s hard when you stare

Into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare

Oh, my desolate soul in my desolate home

It's my desolate role, yeah I'm here all alone

I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed

Curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?

I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak

Tolerance at its peak, another fit just to sleep

Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love

Hoes you see, hoes you see I'm just in a rut

And I swear I'm tryin’ baby, please baby don't leave

Goddamn I'm a fuck up but I guess that's just me

So I sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed

Thinkin’ about all the shit that made me wrong in my head

I keep tryin’ to climb but it seems so steep

Pour myself a fuckin' whisky and go back to sleep bitch

’Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin’ these streets for too long now

I've got nothin’ that’s true but this song now

But the further I go I wanna go home

’Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin’ these streets for too long now

I've got nothin’ that’s true but this song now

But the further I go I wanna go home

I watch my momma cry, she says baby why?

I say baby died, baby's gone like a suicide

I don't think you'll see him soon, mom stay out my room mom

Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you mom

I sing this shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan

These tears keep getting’ warmer every time that I hold her

I pour this out for you like a partner in crime

It's part of the times when you're sick in the mind

Yeah, I'm sick oh so sick, I'm so sick of this shit

Yeah, I'm lit oh so lit, I'm so fucked up off it

So I stumble around ‘til I stumble, fall down

To this puddle of my tears layin’ here on the ground

When you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose

With my last left single breath I'll still be singing to you

So when you bury me man, you better bury me deep

And sing along to this song 'cause you're broken like me

’Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin’ these streets for too long, now

I've got nothin’ that’s true but this song now

But the further I go I wanna go home

’Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin’ these streets for too long now

I've got nothin’ that’s true but this song now

But the further I go I wanna go home

And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from

And I know it's been so long

I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along

And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from

And I know it's been so long

I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along

’Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin’ these streets for too long now

I've got nothin’ that’s true but this song now

But the further I go I wanna go home

’Cause I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin’ these streets for too long now

I've got nothin’ that’s true but this song now

But the further I go I wanna go home

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