Lonely am I though I try to look otherwise
Laugh or smile
Disguise or rather hide
The insecurities is it i feed
You ask
why mask What the fuck is going on with me?
Why should you care
And I remember thinking to myself
God if you're up there send me down someone who gives a fuck
It's hard living, it's hard times in my mind
Doubt everything around me yet I say
I'm fine (You're not fine)
I tell myself
I'm alright (You're not right)
It's insane the things I wish that I had felt
Like the piercing sting of a fathers belt
Because tough loves still love
Love's tough, I know this much
So fuck you cause i guarantee life's harder when you got none
And yet still I try
They say the guilty dog barks first, and i've been barking til my fucking throat hurts, X2
For 20 years I've tried to escape what makes me, me
Someone listen, that is all I've ever wanted for years
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Lyrics submitted by Daltonxmarcus.