There are things that I said I would never do
There are fears that I cannot believe have come true
For my soul is too sick and too little and too late
And myself, I have grown too weary to hate
The more I stay in here, the more it's not so clear
The more I stay in here, the more I disappear
As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure, the line begins to blur
Is there somebody on top of me? I don't know, I don't know
Isn't anybody stopping me? I don't know, I don't know
I won't try and hold my breath, I don't know, I don't know
Just how far down can I go? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
As I lie here and still, the fabric starts to tear
It's far beyond repair and I don't really care
As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure, the line begins to blur