Uncovering the lie
Couldn't look you in the eye
Got caughtAnd every time I thought we'd mend
You'd just fall apart again
It's not your faultCause no matter how many seeds of doubt she plants in meI drink to numb the pain
Til everything's the same
Was barely thereClimbing up the walls
Wondering if we'll
Be the sameCause no matter how many seeds of doubt she plants in meI know that I will be alright
Buried encased safe inside
Built from pains and fears
That I've collected over years
I knew that IThere's a girl that thinks that she is in love with me
She believes I
And though I know she's real
Just can't bring myself to feel anythingCause no matter how many seeds of love she plants in meI know that I'm not - I'm not okay
Nothing can grow in here - suffocates
And I'm truly sorry dear
There's just not much left in here
I'm afraid that I