Thinking of You

I never held much hope that this would last.

Now you're the ghost of one more Christmas past.

And it feels like a lifetime,

but it's all been in my mind since June.

When your first shot broke

across the bow of my boat

and sunk me down into the blue.Though I try every day,

I just can't escape

thinking of you.

As I lie here awake,

it's all I can take

of thinking of you.I can't say how this time is not the same

as every other what-was-her-name?

But this must be how dying

a thousand times over would feel.

And as you pull the trigger,

all I hear is a whisper,

some sordid apology.Though I try every day,

I just can't escape

thinking of you.

As I lie here awake,

it's all I can take

of thinking of you.