Congratulations, you made me hate myself, You isolated me from my friends and made me feel
Like you're the best that I can do so i'm afraid to build
On myself
What the hell, you think that you can take advantage of me
And treat me like a lost puppy
Go ahead a throw me out, bitch you don't want me
And yeah i fucking care, I can't pretend I don't
But even id I wanted to I swear to god I won't
Everything I've sacrificed, to make you happy
You took my friends, my self-respect, even my family
Now you ask me if i'm depressed, nah i'm fucking happy
I love the way that you treated me, yeah come on and smack me,
Come on and trap me, come in and tack me, It's almost as if I feel happy to be treated badly
But actually, I'm just madly in love with you
I tell people i'm done with you but we know that ain't fucking true.
I used to tell myself that you would change,
I used to cry myself to sleep be depressed for days
But hey, I stay with you if you can stay with me
You can say that i'm insane but I know that you'd change for me
I want you to love me like you used to, in the first month (ha ha)
I wish we felt the same love for each other that we used to,
When we first begun
Our relationship
Every time I fell against you, I feel so broke,
Down
Every time i see you smile, I'm still hoping,
That we can try again
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster,
Even after all that I've done to you
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And I just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
I was your Romeo you were my Juliet
I told myself that one day that we would be newly-wed
Whoops, there we go again, there goes another fight
IT's like another fucking shoving match
the other night
And i'm just fucking sick of this, I'm fucking sick of you
And every fucking argument we have has turned it physical
Bitch, are you retarded, can't you tell we
fucking miserable,
But yet you stayed because you selfish and it's pitiful
And all the shit you ritual,
Traditional this ridicule is tearing us
Apart but yet i'm stuck because I live with you
And now I don't know what to do because I feel like
I'm trapped inside of a cage, I'm always pissed at you
And not to mention I'm ashamed,
Because I feel like a broken record yet I'm
always saying I can change
I never wanna be the one to blame
I swear to god that if you try to
Leave then imma put you up in flames
I want you to love me like you used to,
in the first month (ha ha)
I wish we felt the same love for each
other that we used to
when we first begun
Our relationship
Every time I fell against you, I feel so
broken,
Down
Every time I see you smile, I'm still
hoping,
That we can try again
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster,
Even after all that I've done to you
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And I still just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster
Even after all I've done to you,
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And i just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
I don't care what people say, I be with
you anyway
I just want you to be in my life, for me
to be in your life
And i mean of course I,
Just miss all the old days, and now we
just both fight
You warm i'm cold right,
I swear to you I'll stay,
This moment a fortnight, emotion is so right
But swear that one day, The week will
be alright,
I'm about to heal the poison, I'm, about
to find an antidote
The reason that I made this track is to
make a message,
For everybody staring at me with this
blank expression
For everybody that's telling me this is
fake affection,
For everybody that's dealing with this
be safe assessment
It's till you get the fuck out and safe yourself,
I know it's hard, but if yo stay then
you'll get torn apart
I've got a broken heart, and now a tear
drop is in the page,
Mock, make the chorus start
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster, Even after all I've done to you,
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And I just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster
Even after all that I've done to you
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And i just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
Lyrics Submitted by Kiana Bingham