Trapeze

I'll never tell you what I saw

or how it made me breathe

I'll never repeat what I heard

how long it took me to leave

I'll never tell you what I saw

or how it made my smile freeze

'cause this world is a whirlwind

but I'm holding the trapeze

and I'll never tell you what I saw

I'll never tell you who I loved

or how they made me free

I'll never tell you how I slept

back when I was fifteen

I thought that I could just forget

the bricks that have built me

but this world is a whirlwind

and I'm holding the trapeze

and I'll never tell you who I loved

but if I could tell you one thing

I would tell you I'm not leaving

if I could show you one thing

oh my mistakes have shaped me

into who I am, and who I am

just wants to make you home

I'll never tell you why I drive

into the night and back again

I hardly speak of my hometown

my little hands in the cement

I'll never tell you what I saw

close the door, swallow the key

but this world is whirlwind

and I'm holding the trapeze

yeah this world keeps on turning

love is carried endlessly

yeah this world is a whirlwind

and I'm holding the trapeze

so I'll never tell you what I saw