and i once loved a beast
I’ve never met someone that can make you feel as low as he
so i was laced with defeat
his words so harming
physical abuse had seemed a treat
and i had dreams you took his life
in my honour you beat him senseless
said you can end it if i like
but I’ve give nothing more
to kick him down myself
and show him how it hurts
you took all i had
you left me standing here, full of fear with a gun in my hand
pull the trigger if you can
yeah he can
you said you know how it feels
to have everything you need but still wake up screaming why the fuck am i here
and I’m not ok
but i could’ve been but instead i chose to stagnate in waste
and this tiny room
with an old box of letters
and none of them addressed from you
from you
it never made that much sense
that after all the things you do
you’re still the one i want in my bed
Lyrics Submitted by Tayla Beizlle