These minutes start to add, as the hour's moving slow
When you were passing by, got to see the whole show
I met you with my better half and now you see the demons
You wonder why I do these things, well here's the reason
I can't stand the thought of not being the best
Had all the confidence but now I seem to second guess
I ain't ever been depressed I ain't got time on my schedule
If self-loathing comes, then you pump your head with metal
For real, I feel for you I really wanna see you there
I'm on the top level, tou climbing down the stairs
Treat me as a scapegoat, makes your life easy
Til the day you look back and see my ass on TV
I can't escape the shit that's running through my blood
Drugs, love, all of the above
What I need for the night, save me from that fucking light
But when the morning comes I'm clean of everything, in sight
I hear you talking like, yeah this kid is all right
Nah I'll give it to him, man this kid's shit is tight
I'll give you what you like, you give me something new
Anything is possible when you're playing with the truth
Uh, and how the fuck could I forget
I ran around the world and I ain't even break a sweat
Weighing out my options 'til the pressure broke my neck
And say the things you have, you'll lend me your living debt
No shortcuts for anything, especially recoveries
Groundbreaking discoveries you really cannot fuck with me
I kicked him out and it's me and you as company
Someone's gotta say it, I don't wanna live uncomfortably
The smoke covers my eyes making it hard to drive
I left you in silence but I know my message has arrived
I only wrote this thing 'cos you ran across my mind
And now I'm sitting here alone, wasting all my time
Lyrics Submitted by Bhajit Khalid