What Have I Got

I've got a wantless need

I've got a thoughtless mind

I've got a heart that hates

I've got a wantless want

I can't unwind

I've got hands that like to break

They tell me : hold on

I am a clenched fist lookin' for a wall to kiss

They never let me go

I am a locked door lookin' for a foot to kick me to the floor

What have I got? I've got everythingWhat have I got? Nothin' much at all

Self-hated, frustrated, my hands turn to fists

Violence - so hard to resist

Self rejected, well protected, to lock myself inside myself to get free

I get so mad I do things that I regret

Got no need, got no brain - inside my mind I feel no pain, noI feel the pounding in my head

So stupid, so stupid, not stupid enough to ever forget

I'm not feelin' too nice today

Start lookin', start lookin' - you better look out

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Just like thatI can't stop, I can't stop - it pulls me together then it tears me apart