What happens when your safe place leaves?
What happens when the one you trust wont hear your plea?
What happens when your day dreams end?
You lose all the comfort you’d invested in….
I Dream……. That someday I’ll find the peace I need.
It Seems…… That my nightmares always end with these things.
And I try to buck it up, but I wont forget the fall.
What happens when your lovers gone?
What happens when it don’t go just the way you thought.
What happens when the mat’s pulled out?
You’ve fallen and you don’t know how to face the crowd….
What a shock…. What a scam….
Two nights ago I was holding you in….
What a crag…. What a joke….
Don’t know if I should pat you on the back or watch you go.
And I try to buck it up, but I wont forget the fall.
This is not what I had in mind when I told you I’d be by your side.
No, this is not what I had in mind when I told you I would always try.
No, this is not what I had meant when I asked you if you’d be my man.
This is not what I had planned when I told you I’d be your woman.
No… no, no….. No, no no………….. I wanted you, so.
My hope was strong but overpowered by a boy whose faith was swallowed by his doubt.