Feeling like I can't forgive but I want to
It's like I don't know how to live, I’m afraid to
I used to think take them as they come without hesitations, no
Now, it's like my head is filled with lies and persuasions
As the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me
She's sayin', "Hurry, it's one more day gone"
What I wouldn't give just to forget, so I can remember
How to live again, I wanna live again, oh
I am feeling dissonant and distracted
The toxic chemicals are spilling in my head
And they're bleeding deadly reactions, woah
And as the moon begins to rise he shows me
All the colors that I’m hiding, I’m hiding myself
What I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
So, I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again, oh
Am I desperately losing this fight? And oh
When I should really be choosing my flight
Take me, take me, take me now
What I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
So, I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again
What I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
What I wouldn't give just to forget
So, I can remember how to live