I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak
The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say
That's something missingWhatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna screamWhat now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Ohhhh what now?I found the one he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm not muggingWhatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna screamWhat now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Please tell me
What now?There's no one to call cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I cant even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shoutWhat now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Somebody tell me
What now?I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know ow ow why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know ow ow why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know ow ow whySo what now?
Songwriters
OLIVIA WAITHE, ROBYN FENTY, PARKER IGHILE, NATHAN CASSELLS, IFEOLUWA OLADIGBOLU, MICHAEL ANTONIOUPublished by
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