I would love to be better, I would love to be free
I would love to be perfect when you look at me
But instead I'm still crying, yes, instead I'm still lying
Sad to say "I'm still trying not to be me"When I see all the weakness that I turned into sickness
I still think I can slide just fine on the ice
It's not easy to be honest sometimes I'm just astonished
How hard it can be to be trueWhy do I lie, Is it just to get by?
If I give up my lines, will I die?
If fortunes are favored then I am in labor
And I'm trying so hard to leave lying behindI don't want to be hazy, I don't think that I'm crazy
But I've had some moments where I am not sure
And if you can forgive me for just being human
Then I will try harder to keep my words pureI could be on the border, it could be a disorder
Honestly, I think that I can come clean
And all of my stories might even be boring
If I can tell you what they all meanWhy do I lie, is it just to get by?
If I give up my lines, will I die?
If fortunes are favored then I am in labor
And I'm trying so hard to leave lying behind