Last night I found heaven
It's on the tip of my tongue
And it reminded me of
All the times I was youngI'm catching rain in my open mouth
I used to smile till the day I found out
I have no idea who the hell I've become
It's not who I was, it's not who I loveI want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Has thousands of needles poking at my skinI lie in bed to the sound, of the wolves at my door
They are speaking in tongues
While they claw at my floorI never thought it would come to this
I'm more yellow than my own pissThey're making rounds
Just to even the score
Just open the door
Just open the doorI want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Is littered with razor blades
Littered with razor blades
Blades
Littered with razor bladesI can't hold on, the path is clear
I can't ignore, what's been building for years
There's wolves at the door, I won't hide here in fear
Wolves at the doorI look at myself and the things that I've done
Stare away from the mirror and right into the sun
I forgive myself for all of my mistakes
When will I learn, when will I, when will I burn?I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Is littered with razor bladesI gave up on myself a long time ago
To the black clouds I'm swallowed
And spit me out wholeSome times it feels like I'm losing my soul
At least that means
I still have a soul after all
Songwriters
McTernan, Brian / Nielsen, James Buddy / Trapp, Daniel Gerard / Zablocki, Garrett Michael / Saraceno, Heath MatthewPublished by
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