[Verse One]
Welcome to my fucking WonderLand
I'll drown you in my hot beats
Looking at my hands
Please listen to my rhymes
I guess you don't got the time
I'll find satisfaction through these lines
I swear to God I'm fine (I'm fucking fine)
Peace, love, hateful, grateful
They're all basically the same slang
Listen mom and dad, I'm a fag
Forgive me, it's just a tag
I'll always be the same name
You're my fucking family
I pray everyday but I'm losing my sanity
I believe in a higher being
I just don't believe in goddamn Christianity
I don't see the humanity
This is why I have to sniff another line every fucking night
[Chorus]
Let me drown
Just let me drown
I'm so sick and tired of all this running around
I stand here with my feet on the ground
And I'm calling out, "God help me now!"
But I'm beginning to doubt
That I'll ever get out
And that I need to break out
Of this so called "house"
"Son, I think you need to get a real job. This shit, it's not a real career. You'll never make it."
[Verse Two]
Welcome to my fucking WonderLand
Y'all wanna know who I really fucking am? (uh)
"Well you're stupid, you're a waste of space. You're garbage, you're a disgrace."
Well I'm sorry mom and I'm sorry dad
But I just want to be who I really am
And I'm sorry our plans don't go hand in hand
But I'm on my own in this crazy land
Uh, out of mind, out of sight
My life is battle, my life is fight
To you it might seem pretty fucking tight
But I gotta sniff another line to get through the night
[Verse Three]
I pray everyday and I don't see your God
May I ask, do you know or do you play by belief
I don't believe in Christianity
I cast away that You come for me
I guess that makes me not have humanity?
Sunday might be a holy day for you
But it's a blazing fag kind of day for me
So I just say please act before you play by belief
Cause you don't know what I'm actually going through
(I'm sorry mom and dad that I'm a fag. If I could change it, I would... I'm sorry.)
Lyrics Submitted by Brandon Wolf HIll