They're all surrounding
We're both hoping
Failing slowly
Attempting one thing to stand up
With dignity
To walk away(Never thought I could do anything right
Didn't mean to say that you were wrong)
Do the time to prove it allThe new lines
Wrapped my eyes around
The scars upon my head
Were only meant to spell apologiesThis night is guaranteed to all turn black
With memories that haunt the pastThere's a ten point deer that someone said was impossible to find
Until you find it on the freeway standing stupid looking blindI'm only here to fall apart
You've been angry from the start
But I know these trainwrecks happen all the timeEverything no one knows
You should be hated here by now
This was the prettiest lie that I told tonight
It's been the prettiest lie that I told all year
The unmade bed inside the room
Where I don't feel comfortable at all
Where blankets stare at me for hours
And I stare right back so self righteouslyIt could be now
And I don't feel proud
I'm so sorry now
I'm sorry nowAnd it all comes down to composure that's been lost
When it all comes down to composure that's been lost