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rain drops

Tear drops in the pillow on my bed

Still trying to keep my head up

Know you'd rather see me dead

And the raindrops keep on falling

I said they keep on falling

And they keep on falling

I said they keep on falling

Slaughterhouse, yo

I'm the product of when a nigga mama gives up

Crying, laying in the trash with the lid shut

Ain't got no family, my mind is tender

My daddy's invisible, my Mom's is Brenda, uh

If I survive I'm grow into what

Society considers trash, the rope is to us

That mean I'm hanging myself by living

The noose is getting murdered, that or going to prison

My mind's controlled before I learned mind control

What you call living life, I call dying slow

I'm genetically predisposed

The reaper the only thing that can ease my soul, freezing cold

Feeling like I was given life

And if I take it, at least I choose

I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops

'Til then all I'm hearing is wind and rain drops

Tear drops in the pillow on my bed

Still trying to keep my head up

Know you'd rather see me dead

And the raindrops keep on falling

I said they keep on falling

And they keep on falling, falling

'Cause this is my pain

Dear Auntie, I still feel your timeless sorrow

Before you died, it's like your body was mine to borrow

Like I jumped in your physical shell while you was

Going through miserable hell saying goodbye to tomorrow

Everyday it makes me sad, angry, mad

How you were sent to heaven's sacred path

Duct taped and gagged, plus raped and stabbed

Body draped in blood, what a fate to have

Such a pitiful end, I'm popping Ritalin like they Skittles

'Cause when I sleep, I can feel it again and again and again

And it's difficult, killing is the wickedest Biblical sin

I'm talking about Mama's identical twin

I see your face when I look at her

Her reminder of how I've been in the cold since 14 years old

I swear to God, I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops

'Til then all I'm hearing is wind and raindrops

Rest in peace, Chacha

Tear drops in the pillow on my bed

Still trying to keep my head up

Know you'd rather see me dead

And the raindrops keep on falling

Yeah, they keep on falling

Yeah, they keep on falling, falling, falling, yeah

Nah, I ain't move bricks on the Peter Pan

No father around to teach me how to be a man

We was too high, didn't know where we would land

Scraping coke on the weed til' niggas didn't see a plant

Alcoholic's child raise off of sugar water

Headed to you and just thought about how good he was brought up

Coulda, woulda, outta one track mind

They say man of many hats buys a hooker for a quarter

And now I'm writing a book and the hood's the author

Called the 'Obvious Poker Face, The Look of Torture'

Teach you how to climb your way out that ditch then

Me all I need is this pen and thick skin

Being so bright could mean you lit then

'Cause you start trying to figure out a figment

I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops

'Til then all I hear is wind and rain drops

Tear drops in the pillow on my bed

Still trying to keep my head up

Know you'd rather see me dead

And the raindrops keep on falling, falling, falling, falling

Check it out, I'm still waiting on my dad to get back

He went to the store in '84 and I ain't seen him after that

Another single mom public assisted the rent wasn't consistent

So they had us back and forth in court in the months of the blizzard

My sneakers leaned, the rubber was missing

No one on ones, they always jumped me

No brothers and sisters to hold me down

Along with headphones plugged into a cheap Walkman that ate tapes

Gun shots and me sleep walking, I hate weights

A whole lot of crying, police chalking that fake tape

Ambulance never on time, they like a day late

My cousin had to vacate, my best friend since age eight

Sometimes I can't hold them I kid you not

Eyes get swollen holding on that tissue box, somebody get a mop

I'll probably be in heaven when the pain stops

'Til then all I'm hearing is wind and raindrops

Tear drops in the pillow on my bed

Still trying to keep my head up

Know you'd rather see me dead

And the raindrops keep on falling

Yeah, they keep on falling, they keep on falling

Falling, yeah, they keep on falling

And they keep on, and the raindrops keep on falling

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

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