A Dying Ember Lyrics

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These darkened days and restless nights
Are passing by, passing by like never ending years
What is left for me to keep me bearing up against this pain
Buried deep inside, inside my soulAnd all that's left are memories
These pictures of unworried days
But no one's there to save my legacy
It will just perish, fade with me, fade with meNo one awaits me, nothing diverts me
This withered body is no empty shell
A dying emberThere is my God to carry me
But in this world, I needed youNo one awaits me, nothing diverts me

This withered body is no empty shell
And my bright eyes still realize your apathy
My heart beats strong, it still beats strongThere is my God to carry me
But in this world, I needed you
What is left for me to keep, keep bearing up against this pain
There is no God to ease this painNo one awaits me, nothing diverts me
This withered body is no empty shell
And my bright eyes still realize your apathy
My heart beats strong, it still beats strongNothing to live for, nothing to fight for
An emptiness fulfills my days
Emptiness fulfills my daysOn my own
A dying emberNothing to live for, nothing to fight for
An emptiness fulfills my days
Shall bear this pain, bear this pain to hold my hand