Beautiful Disgrace Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
I see the real you
You put me in my place
Close to perfection
You're outta control, you're outta controlPardon me, I feel the need to scream
I'm ill stuck in the chemical abyss
I'm grippin' at the walls around mePardon me, if I was laughin' at the crimes
I was laughin' at the way you lie
Tell me whyAll lies come down to this'Cause I don't need friends to wrap me up in red tape
Get 'em off my back, they're dead weight
In case you didn't catch my signs the first time

Let me tell you againAll my life I tried to explain
How I love myself to release the pain
Anti-magnetic, so quit your bitchin', lyin', cryin'
Tell me whyLately, inside I'm giving in to revenge
Tell me why I'm in and over my head
Why I'm in over my head
I'm in so deep thatWhen I wake up I don't wanna know you
Tell me my name again
Just a beautiful disgrace
A beautiful disgrace, a beautiful disgraceCome with me so I can show you how to live
Burnin' the candle at both ends
I'm gripping at the walls around meDon't complicate it
I'm addicted to this life
I'll be your token of attentionAll my lies come down to thisLately inside I'm giving in to revenge
Tell me why I'm in over my head
Why I'm in over my head
I'm in so deep thatLately inside I'm giving in to revenge
Tell me why I'm in over my head
Why I'm in over my head
[Incomprehensible]The real you
You put me in my place
Close to perfection
You're out of controlI see the real you
I saw through everything
Close to perfection
I saw through everythingIf I could take away this pain
Just one more time, I might
I saw through everything
Tell me why I'm in over my headWhen I wake up I don't wanna know you
Tell me my name again
You're just a beautiful disgrace
Such a beautiful disgraceDisgrace, disgrace
You're such a beautiful disgrace
You're so vain, vain, vainGrow your guilt from another vine
I've given this enough time
Lately, inside I'm giving inGrow your guilt from another vine
I've given this enough time
Lately, inside I'm giving inGrow your guilt from another vine
I've given this enough time
Lately, inside I'm giving inGrow your guilt from another vine
I've given this enough time[Inaudible]
Such a beautiful disgrace
You're so vain, vain, disgrace