Behind the Smile Lyrics

I haven't been a good friend
For a long, long time
You know I wasn't happy
Behind the smileAnywhere you look
A reason to believe
But I think of what it took
To bring me to my proper placeAnd I haven't been a good friend
For a long, long time
I haven't been a good friend
While you've been mineNow am I by your side
Or standing in your way
'Cause if this is a sign
I don't know what it's supposed to meanAnd I haven't been a good friend
For a long, long time
I haven't been a good friend
While you've been mineI have seen my perfect day
I have watched it fade away
You know I'm fighting to be realI haven't been a good friend

For a long, long time
You know I wasn't happy
Behind the smile