Feel like Johnny Cash in that all black
Told my friends and they all laughed
I wrote ‘Be Yourself’ in the hallway, spray painted in all caps
Cut myself and I still bleed
Religious people don’t feel me
We got nominated for some award
But I don’t care ‘cus I’m still me and I’m livin’ life
I got no room for the old me
I went to Berlin got no sleep
We don’t pop mollies and smoke weed, can we dim the lights
Recording emo songs over trap beats
They sendin’ shots pointed at me
But I’m dunkin them like I’m Ali cus I’m in the fight
We don’t look at rappers for inspiration
I can’t relate to what you’re saying
I been this way and I’m never changing
It’s Social Club, Wu-Tang dead the set
And you mix it up, the misfits know that we live and love
And we come keep going never giving up cus we been trill
Livin that life
Yeah
Santino home
Got my son by my side and I feel a certain way about it
So many flights now I’m riding no problem
Ask Martymar how I talk to the pilots
I talk to the stewardess she bring me my coffee
Curb Your Enthusiasm got me laughing
Puerto Rican Larry David of rapping
What happens is ya’ll are not living your passion
You’re living the life of another
Wish you could die when you fumble
You think you're game over, you stumbled
But walking away from your faith
Is no way to replace everything he’s already done for you
Dang... and I been trill
Been skill with that pen still
Been freestylin for 15 years
When I write it down know it’s been killed and I been trill
No pressure, no gang signs, no hand gestures
No competition, don’t even measure
Spittin deeper than buried treasure
Now I been trill, know the truth hurts
Got my high beams on in my new hurst
Cus I just died, yeah I still struggle
Why I wrote it down in this new verse
And I been trill, Benjamin Trillington
Social Club boys in the building bruh
Tellen’ ‘em God has a plan for they life
And if you hate on that then I don’t know what you living for
New house, new car, got the same spouse, with some new kids
On my old block, like my old pops
When we first came to the U.S. cus I been trill
Livin that life
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