Big Bird - Andrew Jackson Jihad

Big Bird Lyrics

I'm afraid of the way that I live my life
I'm afraid of the way I don't
I'm afraid of the things that I wanna do, but I won't
I'm afraid of God, I'm afraid to believe
And I'm afraid of all the loved ones that I've made leave
I'm afraid that my dog doesn't love me anymoreI'm afraid of the social laziness
That let Kitty Genovese die
And I'm afraid of the mob mentality
That makes otherwise normal people go blind
I'm afraid of the way that the world works
And I'm afraid of the words in my mouth works
I'm afraid that you all know that I am a pervertBut the big red bird that lives under the city
Doesn't give a damn about me, and it dies every night
By burning aliveI'm afraid of my grandfather's cancer
And I'm afraid of my mom's dying arm
I'm afraid that I've somehow caused my family harm
I'm afraid that the ones I love won't have enough
I'm afraid that the ones I love won't have enoughIt's harder to be yourself

Than it is to be anybody else
I wish I were a little less of a coward
But the big red bird that lives under the city
Doesn't give a damn about me, and it dies every night
So, I bought a knifeI am alive