Black Flower Blooming Lyrics

Got a way out and climbed the highest mountaintop
Thought about walking down then took the jump and I
Grew some wings and flew away with ketamine
Looking back to her those days are like a bad dream
The pillow talk sings a lot that's how the bottle talks
When you're raised on the self-city sidewalks
Meant to call, thought of all the things that I could never say
Today I'll try and find a way
Hitched a ride, I-95 stuck from (?) Square
Cut the costs, get a job and save for airfare
Occupy the darkest sides of our bureaucracy
I wanna live long, love and get left be
I hear you howling at the moon well in time we'll get here soon
Your black flower blooming on mayday(?)
It's a seasonal thing, just a log set on fire
I'm a seasonal man, just a bird out on a wire

You're a seasonal friend with a heart so fine
You know love will never end, it's a circle in time