Blue and Gray Lyrics

I don't want to fight about who's pulling the weight
Wait for me upstairs I'll be up to rub your neck
I want to be let down and disenchanted
To walk through a cloud of disappointment, help me outI thought I escaped but the snakes still came
Wrapped around my body tangled up in my ribcage
We just need to find songs we want to hear
The sounds been making my blue eyes go gray all these yearsI'm suffocating now
I overdosed somehow on my own medicine
I know all to well
The demons I can't handle
Can hurt the ones I loveIf I can hold them off, just long enough
I'll get my mind straight
That ought to hold them off, just long enough
I'll push this down insideI know if we'd never met I'd be dead by now
I've been fucked up, a nervous wreak as long as I can remember
But you write the story so pick up the pen
Draw me pretty pictures of everything I hope to liveWe grew up way too fast
Forget about the past

Nothing can change that now
You'll learn to like the pain
And turn it into something
That everyone else can loveThat ought to hold them off, just long enough
I'll get my mind straight
That ought to hold them off, just long enough
I'll push this down inside