Bottom of a Bottle Lyrics

I've been scared and lonely
I've asked myself "Is something wrong with you?"
My girlfriend told me
I need some time alone to deal with issuesBut something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand why I always wanna fightI do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottleYou always call me
And ask me how I make it through the day
I'm always fallin'
I guess it's just God's way of makin' me payBut something makes me carry on
It's difficult to understand why I always wanna fightI do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottleI do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottleAnd I, I wonder why I try

And I, I wonder why I bother
And I, I wonder why I cry
Why I, I go through all this troubleI do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottleI do it for the drugs
I do it just to feel alive
I do it for the love
That I get from the bottom of a bottle