Can I Begin Lyrics

As much as I've been trying to say
As much as I appear okay
I'm holding on, pretending nothing is wrong
There's many things I wanna see
But first of all I gotta see me 'cause I can't breatheNow that we're over, life's getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sunCan I begin to re-live my life?
Release all the pain inside
Over done now, I wanna love again
Every day is a different vibe
Up and down like a fairground ride
Over done nowHow can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
Oh, oh, ohI'm not trying win
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
To love againSituated in my bed
Pictures running through my head

Some are good
Some wish I never took no, no
The probability of me
Feeling down and lonely
I'm no longer scaredNow that we're over, life is getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sunCan I begin to re-live my life?
And release all the pain inside
Over done now, I wanna love again
Every day is a different vibe
Up and down like a fairground ride
Over done nowHow can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
Oh, oh, ohI'm not trying win
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
To love againHold on
When all the hope is gone
I'm starting at the ending
And I'll just move onFall down, still wearing my crown
Nothing's gonna hurt me
'Cause what goes around comes around
Yeah, oh, oh
What goes around comes aroundBaby, can I begin to re-live my life?
And release all the pain inside
Over done nowHow can I begin?
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
Oh, oh, ohI'm not trying to win
Oh, oh, oh
How can I begin?
To love again