Catalyst Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
I woke with a start today
Determinations [Incomprehensible]
Filled with expectation
[Incomprehensible] to go outBut I am so fearful of the future
Ignorant of the present
I'm wary of the pastThrough the door
I shuffle him quietly down the hall
Identical corridors
And artificial lightsThe man in the box
Born to set my world to right

Effortless to ignite
Screaming in my headWith hope the catalyst
Will blow my joy away
But you thought that
I'd have so much more to sayCan't save me now
Can't save me nowBut I am so fearful of the future
Ignorant of the present
I'm wary of the pastWhen I awoke to a blue sky
With a haze of red
True, I [Incomprehensible]
Pissin', suck up to the manNo wonder I'm tired
When I awoke with a start today