Cynically Depressed Lyrics

I'm full of emptiness
Relaxing with my stress
Don't try to clean my mess
I'm happier this wayI live for my demise
I love who I despise
Feed me a soothing lie
I'm happier that wayWhen I die
Will I feel darkness in the light
Will I see beauty when I'm blind
I don't have energy for rest
Because I'm cynically depressedI never thought living clean
Would keep me so lonely
Cure my healthy disease
I'm happier this wayI'm climbing up your walls
So you can watch me fall
I'll never know it all
I'm happier that wayWhen I die
Will I feel darkness in the light

Will I see beauty when I'm blind
I don't have energy for rest
Because I'm cynically depressedMy youth is dying of apathy and old age
Under my skin is a child running awayWhen I die
Will I feel darkness in the light
Will I see beauty when I'm blind
I don't have energy for rest
Because I'm cynically depressed