Fuck your life
Fuck your rules
Fuck your everyday struggle
Had to get humiliated first before I turned humble
Was friends with the devil but then we parted ways
I smile at this anguish because I've seen The Darkest Days
No matter how I feel I always stay strong
I conquer any challenge I accept and take on
I verbalize the painful things we find it hard to say
I smile at this anguish cuz I've seen the darkest days
It's been a while I'm still a vicious threat
Dedications embedded I never missed a step
I blew a kiss at death
Now go tell a friend or neighbor with my pen
And paper I'm bringing this imminent danger
Listen. I'm asked questions but I can never
Answer this. Why I'm antisocial every chance I get?
My reflection has never been a friend to me
Alone in my bed so I'm sleeping with the enemy
Baffled by frustrations smothered by codependency
The last two years was nothing but wasted energy. Swept from my feet
I'm fully aware
Now I don't step into the ring unless I'm mentally prepared
Aiming guns in the mirror what the fuck am I running from?
I made a lot of mistakes but don't regret none of them
The truth hurts I can feel it in my stomach
Some days I want to get high til my miseries refunded
Fuck your life
Fuck your rules
Fuck your everyday struggle had to get
humiliated first before I turned humble
Was friends with the devil but then we parted ways
I smile at this anguish cuz I seen the darkest days
No matter how I feel I always stay strong
I conquer any challenge I accept and take on
I verbalize the painful things we find it hard to say
I smile at this anguish cuz I've seen the darkest days
They wanna see me fall
But they got their fingers crossed
They call me on my shit but I had the ringer off
Exact nature
Fuck it I felt rejected
I'm cool calm collected always been well
Respected last November tried to drink away the pain
Now I pray to God daily as I think of ways to
change pure hope is what I'm giving to fiens
I guess I'm sleep walking now because I'm living my dreams
Them blows hit my chest like the hardest heart attack
I ripped my rhyme books up and fucking started them from scratch Addicted to chaos in many various ways
Chasing the next high like a nefarious slave
Heroin abuse with a packed crack stem
There was coke on the table when I'm talking back way back then
And I can change so any gossip about me I got
Two middle fingers to any faggot that doubts me
Fuck your life
Fuck your rules
Fuck your everyday struggle
Had to get humiliated first before I turned humble
Was friends with the devil but then we parted ways
I smile at this anguish because I've seen The Darkest Days
No matter how I feel I always stay strong
I conquer any challenge I accept and take on
I verbalize the painful things I find it hard to say
I smile at this anguish cuz I've seen the darkest days
Character was born survived another tragedy
That circle of destruction I'm climbing out gradually.
I fell hard as she runs in my direction
I'm a sucker for any girl that shows me some
Attention thinkin that sex is going to fix my problem
Abnormal. Back to the basics for the duration.
I can hold a fifth of vodka but not a conversation
Been afforded opportunities for me to
practice patience
I had to get clean
I had to disinfect
I'm going to say it out loud fuck it I miss my ex
From the sweat dripping wet and the resentments I kept
I can feel deaths breath on the back of my neck
I feel ashamed from the promises I break
Behind the mic show my experience with faith
Freedom exists and I would touch it if I could
But why the fuck does this pain gotta feel so good
Corrupted in the bunker not worthy to feel the summit
Accustomed to this comfort but fuck it you know I love it
When the melancholy is prevalent devilish spill malevolence.
No fabricated facts on my journey nor speak embellishment
Issues surfaced what matters are the solutions
Suffocated in consequences I beg for absolution
The thoughts never stop
I live in mass confusion
Can't take just one bitch I shattered down that illusion
Fuck your life
Fuck your rules
Fuck your everyday struggle
Had to get humiliated first before I turned humble
Was friends with the devil but then we parted ways
I smile at this anguish because I've seen The Darkest Days
No matter how I feel I always stay strong
I conquer any challenge I accept and take on
I verbalize the painful things I find it hard to say
I smile at this anguish cuz I've seen the darkest days
Lyrics Submitted by Kristin Amadon