Silent Screams Lyrics

I try to give some hope to anyone that's ever standing near me. a loaded pistol is something that I'm seeing very clearly. I keep to myself no talking just the silent screams, picture my passion at moments I have lived my dreams.I look for happiness in girls but I am always proven wrong. every efforts been exhausted so I am moving on,I grab ahold of destruction to try to break my fall. Now take me as I am or just never take me at all.
The sunrise looks different when you don't got drugs in your system. I'll be dead by 21 when I was younger my prediction, so every word that leaves my mouth is covered in conviction. It's not the chances of my life I am missing. Listen, I'm still growing and everyday my perception is changing, self esteem is needed but an ego is dangerous. So what am I suppose to do when I don't have an ounce of fight left, just give up and throw in the towel and drown without a life vest.
So let me say this straight and hopefully I spell it right, I really don't care, but also I'm the jealous type. through thick and thin I showed allegiance and devotion, but I'm at my boiling point with an overwhelmed emotion. Half the time I like I'm gonna be something great, the other half I feel like every breath is a waste. I've witnessed death and I have stared it in the face cause I can't handle my reality so music's my escape.
I wanted to leave but I just didn't have the power, cause i remember years ago I said I'd rather die then live without her. Look at me now, it's kinda crazy as I'm thinking back to the times I shouldn't have cared, I did, I'm thankful for past. still filling up this emptiness with anything that fits inside it.is it right or wrong I sit-in the silence undecided. You can try to adjust the pieces, but you'll fail and never change me. You think you're angry I'll show you whose fucking angry.
Chorus (x2)
Can you please spend the night cause I don't want to sleep alone (x2)
Can you grab me by the hand cause I can't do this on my own (x2)
She vanished in an instant she was right there by my side and I couldn't see the truth, I was more focused on the likes. I try to find forever in these imperminant peoples,seasonal for a reason showed affection and it never equals. Look, I find myself comfortable in this isolated room. Adversity conquered another crisis I consume. We look for validation from strangers to be ok with ourselves. They may be able to see The pictures but can't understand the pain we felt. So post a selfie and maybe you'll get a 100 likes. We seek approval from others so we can sleep at night there's no tunnel dark enough that doesn't have a little. I'm telling you that everything is going to be alright.i have to take a risk and Gamble and just roll the dice, and everything that I have been through has made me cold as ice. Never lose the hope, you got to find the strength to fight. I promise you that everything is gonna be alright.
I rather be left alone then deal with any type of drama, I stick to myself as well cause all these people I'm not fond of. My introversions at an all-time high cause being social isn't something that I'm enjoying on this ride. Look, I barely sleep but when I do, it's nothing but bad dreams, and I should stop the blood but I would rather watch it blood. I use to people leaving as I'm dealimg with them fleeing I use to struggle with it, but nowadays I find it easy.
And I can honestly say that never again will I ever fall in love (x2)

I'm proud to say, I'm not the man that my father was.(x2)
I learned that everybody is stronger then they think and this I know it's true. I've only given you a fraction of everything that I'm going through. My crazy thinking,they say honesty is the anidote so how the fuck you think I made it this far,how I've stayed afloat. I'm still intact, tenacious, yes I'm built to last. But I haven't been the same since both my grandparents have passed. I'm feeling worthless but I I know I have a purpose I'm stepping out on faith trust regardless of being nervous, no matter what you're dealing with just give yourself some credit. I've seen many people just give up then instantly regret it. We're losing a lot of people, every week another person is dead, at first it was a gift but overtime now it's a curse instead. You feel that anguish I can relate I know it hurts but understand and comprehend that it always be worse. So lead by example even when no one else does. You wanna find happiness you fight for what you Love
Lyrics Submitted by Jerzey1044